Silent Cries

6:43pm: Fly Away
a house
built with twigs
will always fall
when the wind blows

your life floats
in a sea of people
rising and falling
with the tides

7:57pm: lying
all alone
lying
to the world
hiding
from the fear
hiding
in the dark
running
from the shadows
running
from the sadness
awaiting
brighter times
awaiting
a happy ending

9:18pm: I wrote this a while ago, just thought I would post it
Somedays
We all come home late
snow sprinkles our faces
sun warms our backs
we arrive
among the sounds of Christmans carols
and fourth of July fireworks
We roast gooey marshmallows
in noisy microwave ovens
we settle down for a nap
and sleep wide awake
dreaming of sitting in a field of white roses
in a land where fish swim under the waves
and birds fly over the clouds
but then we wake up
and glance out the window
only to see a bright yellow fish
glide by on snowy white wings

8:52pm: memories
he sits alone
legs dangling over the edge
he peers out into the valley
searching for a sign
above him clouds soar
unaware of his troubles
unaware of his plight
he cries out for help
but no one hears his plea
he glances about
for anything caring
trying to find
a reason to stay
but nothing comes
to aid this poor boy
so with a soft whimper
and a shake of his head
he gets to his feet








































































and jumps

9:22pm: Over the edge
they push her further
further and further
she bottles it all
inside of her soul
they yell at her
and beat her
shoving her
closer
watching her
teeter
almost losing her balance
they forget her
ignore her
hurt her
torture her
and finally
with a gasp
she screams
and stumbles over the edge

they broke her
she lies there
crumpled
used
they lied to her
they killed her
disgraced her
disrobed her
and left her
bare
unprotected
naked
and alone
all by herself
she tries to stand up
stumbles
and falls once again
she decides
to just lie there
stripped
of
humanity

10:21pm: Prying open your eyes
I've got something to say
You cannot take that away
it will always be
my right

I need to speak my mind
And try to help you find
the right path
to follow

You have only one choice
You must hear my voice
as it calls out
your destiny

As I tell you your fate
You just listen with hate
not wanting
to know

You scream and you fight
As I share my insight
into your
very soul

9:57pm: no more time to run
pulling me away
they're pulling me away
away from here

nothing left to say
there's nothing left to say
to say to her

shoving things away
I'm shoving things away
away from me

too afraid to hear
I'm too afraid to hear
hear what they say

nothing left to do
there's nothing left to do
to do with life

time for giving up
its time for giving up
giving up this fight

try to get away
don't try to get away
away from here

pushing down on you
its pushing down on you
these brokens lives

emptiness inside
our emptiness inside
is coming back

no point to live this way
there's no point to live this way
its killing us

cry yourself to sleep
don't cry yourself to sleep
it'll be ok
eventually

12:46pm: School is dumb
lying
they tell all about their lives
whining
they ask for more attention
never thinking
of the others
that live
all alone
without comfort
or even other people
to talk to
to whine to
to lie to
they have no idea
of anything
that happens
around them
they are deaf to the world
ignoring the pain
they hoard
all the good
disrobing the world
they guard it
for they
are no more
than
leeches

10:13pm: a fight
who might this be?...



The back
Of a person
Not visible
Intangible
They hide it
In the darkness
They strangle it
Smothering it
With a cloak
A cloak of secrecy
It lies
Hurt
Hidden
Trembling
Waiting for a moment
To show its face
To reveal
Itself
To the cold
Hard world

At long last
It bursts out
Breaking its bonds
It shows its mutilated face
To an unsuspecting world
It rampages
Among terrified people
It shames its owner
Showing
Their darkest side
And they die out
Leaving nothing behind them
But a hideous
scream

4:31pm: I hate homework
Homework sucks, all of this week and this past weekend I've had to work on a stupid research paper thing that is going to end up being around ten pages long. I just finished the introduction and it's already four pages long. Once its finished though I'll have a nice long five day weekend... in Ohio. Why would any one ever want to go to Ohio? There's nothing there as far as I know. But I'll get to fence and that'll be fun, except if I get killed as fast as I did last time. Anyway, I have to finish this retarded research paper, I'll try writing more later...

7:51pm: It's really cold but it's not snowing, WHY IS IT NOT SNOWING???????
IT'S 10 DEGREES OUTSIDE BUT THERE'S NO SNOW, WHY IS THERE NO SNOW??? PLEASE LET IT SNOW!!! PLEASE LET THEM CANCEL SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! SNOW!!!

8:33pm: NO MORE FRIGGIN SNOW!!!
AAAAAAAAARRRGH, The stupid snow melted and now we're stuck at home because the stupid melted snow turned to stupid ice and now it's friggin snowing again. Snow is nice but this much is kinda scary. Anyway I might have to go shovel more people's walkways. STOP SNOWING!!!

1:06pm: BRRRRRRRRRR
Finished sledding a while ago. It was awesome. Lots of snowball fights and lots of cold, soaked people. There are too many bushes at the park. They should take away all the bushe to make the sledding easier. Anyway, time for hot chocolate and TV.

4:00pm: IT'S SNOWING IT'S SNOWING IT'S SNOWING IT'S SNOWING IT'S SNOWING
IT'S SNOWING!!!!! It better not be one of those kinds of snow that looks nice but then melts right when it hits the ground because i want to go SLEDDING, ON THE SNOW!!!! Anyway, until it starts sticking i have to write some stupid letters to relatives and then take a shower and then clean my room, but IT'S SNOWING WOOHOO

10:15pm: ze moost noot bite oor guests

RELATIVE TIME IS OVER!!! I had my last family dinner tonight.  The last of the season.  Not another one until easter at least.  None, no more, nada, rien du tout.  WOOHOO!!!  Well... not another one until easter at least. 

One more week of break and then back to stupid school.  But finals are over so I have no idea what we're supposed to do for the rest of the semester.  The cool thing is that they decided to not give us any homework over the break but we can be sure that they'll try to make up for that once school starts up again.  Anyway i have to write some thank you letters to people that i don't know who sent me stuff that i'll never use but it's all good.  I'll write more later.